The girl she is sort of seeing sends her a text saying,
Yea. So you feel better nothing happened so you & your friend were wrong. Just saying
And she was speechless. Relief she felt as she kept looking at that text yet anger struck her only because she was talking to her ex who was making her feel worthless & uncared for. Answering back she sends a tude attached to the message to only recieve one back…
… You get what you give, right?
So Margi didn’t do anything with her ex. Good. Good? Is that all I have to say for it, is good? Hmmm. Well I’m glad. I’m not worried anymore. Sort of. I don’t know… I think somethings up & well I’m not sure I can explain it. Even if I could Margi is soon going to see or find this blog out & then I will feel as though I cant have anything to myself… Wrong words. I feel as though I cant be as open if she knew about this. I’ll be afraid that she’ll judge me & yeah, I know she doesn’t… I do the oddest things sometimes & she still sticks around. But you know… no one likes to be judged or feel like their being judged.
Got into a fight with the one, the only, Katherine. WOW! Deleted her from facebook & she realizes it now. Shows how much she pays attention. Its all whatever. Im done with her. Moved on & not in the mood to care anymore. My hands are cleaned off & are currently & forever will remain, Katherine-Free, unless she changes, maybe there could be some hope.
I don’t really know how Margi’s trip went… she wont talk to me about it. I hope that it went well. But something seemed to have happened or well, I’m not sure. She told me tonight when I went to see her with my friend Lauren that she had taken notes & they were notes for her only. She doesn’t seem to want to discuss it with me. Im a bit confused as to why not since she has been talking to me a lot lately… Hmmm. I’ve got a lot on my mind yet I’m pretty beat from all this traveling I’ve done today to write it all down. I might tomorrow. Goodnight.
