She thinks its what its called. Sitting on her bed starring into the night she lies awake thinking restlessly alone & cold. Deep within herself she knows she can trust her yet with the sudden distance between them not only in reality but in truth she cant help but feel as though she’s being cheated on. Wanting to cry she grabs ahold of her sheets pulling on them tightly, closer to her cheek sulking into her bed.

Strip Clubs & Clubs…

So life is great! School went well & today during lunch Ali, Tanya & I decided we’re going to a strip club for my birthday & seeing that my birthday is on Mothers Day we decided to go May 15th. I know it sounds really scummy and terrible, but it’s like one of those “bucket lists” kind of thing. Do it before you die. Then the following weekend Ali & I might go to NYC to a club because we decided not to go to prom this year. I’m really excited for all of this.